February 6, 2010

I’ll be found in you

Today I got to share some of my favorite music with a friend in the Czech Republic and realized just how much music affects me. I can look back and when remembering key moments in my life, important dates and so on, there is always a song that comes to mind.
I have a short list of songs that have affected me so much that I stop and cry every time I hear them. Coldplay’s The Scientist, James Taylor’s Fire and Rain to name a few.
Recently, another one made the list. Lately God’s been teaching me to simplify. To chisel away anything and everything in my life that doesn’t reflect Him. He’s changing me, in little ways, in painful ways and through it all I remain encouraged and blessed. Brooke Fraser’s song Shadowfeet gives words to the journey I’m currently on.

January 25, 2010

Hebrews 1:1-3

I’ve just started a new study on the book of Hebrews and thought I’d share my thoughts as I journey through this.

“In the past God spoke to our forefathers through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe. The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven.” Hebrews 1:1-3  NIV

The epistle to the Hebrews starts off dramatically and in just one short paragraph the writer dares us to read further as he states that the Son of God is creator, heir and sustainer of all things and the full manifestation of God.

Unlike in Paul’s other epistles, there are no greetings, indication of the writer’s name or good wishes given at the beginning. Hebrews seems to be written more like a sermon than a letter. The author’s purpose is clearly to draw us back to Christ and remind us of the temptations and pressures of following other voices (even spiritual ones) and therefore serving more than one master.  First, there were the prophets, God’s ancient spokesmen, then angels, Israel’s guardians, then Israel’s leader Moses followed by Joshua and finally Aaron, the founder of Israel’s priesthood. Each of these voices needed to be heard and brough truth, yet they all were inadequate if it stopped there. Jesus eclipsed all of these and we should be careful not to diminish you Christ really is- more than just a leader and great teacher.

Jesus’ superiority to all prophets is shown in six ways here. First, he is the Son. God’s word through His son is final and complete. Second, the Son is the creator and heir of all things. Creation’s beginning and end are the boundaries of time, yet Jesus stands at both end of the future and the past. Third, the Son shares fully in divine nature. The Son is the radiance of God’s glory. Radiance is light that comes from the source of light. Next, the Son is the master of the universe, sustaining all things by His powerful word. This seems to express movement and progress towards an appointed end. Fifth, Jesus accomplished something no one else did or ever could “After he had provided purification for sins“- the picture of the cross.Lastly, Jesus has supreme honor by being given the seat at the right hand of the father. There’s a reference here to Psalm 110 “Sit at my right hand until I make your enemies a footstool for your feet.”

In regards to my earlier note that Jesus is greater than the angels, Angels played a very powerful role in Israel’s past. There does not seem no be a record of an Old Testament angel whose message was denied or attacked. When an angel spoke, people heard and headed the message. Later on verses 6 we read that the angels are commanded to worship him and him alone. All of the chosen voices of God had and still have great significance, but God’s word is not complete without Christ.

January 18, 2010

a good day

This past Saturday I woke up in a BAD mood. The sun was shining but I knew that the rain and wind would be starting soon. A storm was on its way and I was already feeling the effects of being forced to stay inside. I spent most of the morning moping around and just when I thought I should go back to bed and forget about being productive, a friend texted me to come over. An hour later I was in the car, driving with high expectations. While on the freeway, just two exits away from her street, I get pulled over for speeding- exactly 8 whole miles over the speed limit. I was bummed and not in any mood to nicely argue with the officer, so 20 minutes later with a yellow ticket in hand I arrived at my friend’s house.

Have you ever had a moment in your day that changes everything?? We made hot chocolate and then decided to take a walk since the rain had yet to start.  We walked and explored downtown, browsed through art supply shops and talked about all we envision 2010 to be.  I was instantly in a better mood, and sipping my hot chocolate I realized that I just needed community. I thrive off of being around other people and it was just what I needed to change the course of the day.

All in all, Saturday was a good day.

December 26, 2009

What If Jesus Meant All That Stuff?

This morning I came across this great article by Shane Claiborne. Check it out here:

And to read a response to Shane’s letter go here.

December 14, 2009

Music Monday

I have a lot of memories of  music from my childhood. My mom (and dad) love music (of all kinds) and I’m so grateful to have grown up with parents that made sure I heard everything from Simon and Garfunkel to Black Sabbath.

My mom in particular had a love for Billy Joel.  A few years ago,  my dad told me a story of seeing him in concert with my mother. The show was in a high school gym in Kentucky (amazing!) and my mom being from Brooklyn could not wait to hear her favorite song. Near the end of the show, Billy starts playing New York State of Mind on the piano and my mother makes her way to the edge of the stage,  screaming and singing along. I think the Southern crowd had no idea how to handle this New York gal! So in honor of Susan Maddox and the many fond memories that she gave me:

Favorite Lyrics: “It was so easy living day by day, Out of touch with the rhythm and blues.”

December 12, 2009

just me

I spent some time this morning reading through my blog posts from this past year. Man, did I complain enough?? =)

I found this post  to be really interesting and 5 months later although I’m still struggling to just “be”,  it is encouraging to see the ways in which God has guided and grown me over this past year. When I returned from Prague in February I thought for sure I would be back there by now, not working and settled (somewhat) into life back here in California. The biggest (and most difficult) lesson I’ve learned during this time of transition is that God does give me the desires of my heart, but rarely in the ways and timing that I want. Yes, I would love to be back in Prague right now, but God has a plan for keeping me in the states awhile longer. If anything, this time has not been wasted in the least, He’s giving me rest, restoring relationships and helping me tackle some messy things in my life.

Of all the things I’m thankful for this year it’s this: I’m becoming more comfortable just being me. Not just someone’s daughter, or sister, aunt, leader, teacher, friend, etc.

Just Kara.

December 8, 2009

Winter Wonderland

This photo was taken yesterday in my neighborhood in El Dorado Hills, California.

This was one of those moments when I picked up my camera and just stood in awe- God’s creation is extravagent and amazing!!

December 7, 2009

Music Monday

I started taking a lyric dance class this fall and was surprised at how much I missed dancing on a regular basis and how much of a workout it can be!! For the last class before the holidays, each of us were given the “assignment” to choreograph a dance to perform in late January. I spent the better part of yesterday looking through my own music files, those of a few friends and online. Nothing seemed to stand out, that is until I started humming a tune that I have yet to grow tired of listening to. One that makes me cry almost every time I hear it. Without a doubt, I decided I’d be using this song for my class assignment.

To Build A Home by the Cinematic Orchestra demands that you listen attentively and therefore isn’t the kind of song that you casually hear in the background. It’s a beautiful track that features Patrick Watson on piano. What more can you ask for? Listen and enjoy…

Favorite lyric: “I climbed the tree to see the world.”

If you like what you hear, check out more of Patrick Watson at: http://www.patrickwatson.net/

November 30, 2009

Music Monday

In order to get me writing more often, I decided to have specific days to sit down and type something to share, so….every Monday I’ll be sharing some new music I’ve discovered or just can’t stop listening to.

This morning I woke up and hit shuffle on my ipod and Switchfoot’s Your Love is a Song (from the Hello Hurricane album) began playing.

Why I like it: This song has a great opening, soft melodic tones throughout and different than most Switchfoot songs you’re accustomed to hearing on the radio. Listen and let me know what you think…

Favorite Lyric: “I’ve been keeping my hopes unbroken”

November 17, 2009

freedom

People light candles at the memorial for the 'Velvet Revolution' in Prague Photo: REUTERS

Vaclav Havel attacks Russia on anniversary of Velvet Revolution

Vaclav Havel, the dissident who led Czechoslovakia’s Velvet Revolution, has used the 20th anniversary to warn Russia remains a threat despite the demise of the Soviet Union.

The 73-year-old who played a pivotal role in freeing his country from communist rule in 1989, said that the Russian government had mastered the art of manipulating its population while maintaining democratic façade.

“The era of dictatorships and totalitarian systems has not ended at all,” he said.

“It may have ended in a traditional form as we know it from the 20th century, but new, far more sophisticated ways of controlling society are being born.

“It requires alertness, carefulness, caution, study and a detached view.”

His warning came as Czechs took to the streets of Prague in their thousands to celebrate the Velvet Revolution that swept the socialist state into the history books in a few weeks.

Thousands of people retraced the path taken by a student demonstration in 1989 that proved to be a turning point in the country’s history.

On the night of November 17, 1989 about 15,000 students, emboldened by the collapse of the Berlin Wall two weeks before and demanding change, found themselves penned in and attacked by hundreds of riot police.

The savage assault that left scores injured galvanised the Czech people and triggered a series of mass demonstrations.

On November 25 an estimated 800,000 protesters poured onto Prague’s streets in a massive show of strength of defiance against a government that had little authority over its people by that stage.

Two days later a two-hour general strike supported by around 75 per cent of the population prompted the resignation of the government and the end to 41 years of communist rule in the then Czechoslovakia.

It was soon labelled the “Velvet Revolution”, the peaceful overthrow of communism is still an immense source of pride for Czechs.

“I think it was an important moment in our history,” said Kristyna Bartorova, a 24-year-old student participating in the celebrations. “It had a big influence on our lives and I’m happy that our parents’ generation did this. I want to say thank you to them.” Hundreds of people queued to light candles at a memorial on the street where the students had been attacked, while on Wenceslas Square, the scene of many of the mass demonstration, Czechs both young and old waited in silence to put candles and flowers on the site marking the spot where in 1969 Jan Palach, a 21-year-old student, burned himself alive in protest of the 1968 Soviet invasion.

For those who took part in the demonstration 20 years ago, the anniversary has provided an opportunity to look back on an extraordinary night.

“It was a time of change and expectations.

Nobody knew what would happen next but it was a time to say something,” said Petr Stastny, who, as a 17-year-old, had joined the demonstration with a group of school friends. “We had all seen the East Germans passing through Prague as they went west. We saw their abandoned cars. We knew that something was going to happen.” But along with the heady excitement fear of violent backlash by the communist state permeated the demonstration.

“People were afraid of what could happen next,” said Petr Janis. “Nobody knew what the government might do. I remember a classmate of mine crying because she was so afraid. She thought that people would die.” In a speech on the eve of the anniversary, Vaclav Klaus, the Czech president, said that communism would never return but warned the Czech public of other “isms” such as “environmentalism”.

from 17 Nov 2009 UK Telegraph